damn 3rd language , damn myself , damn everyone .
okay , sorry for the inappropriate talk .
but seriously ! that's how i'm feeling now .
3rd language sucks , juniors , if u are offered , DO NOT TAKE IT . not all free gifts are good stuff , yeah ? trust me , you won't regret it .
now now , i'm here offering advice to my juniors .
but WHAT ABOUT ME ? no seniors advised me not to take it . & what about my brother ? he took french till sec 3 and made it seem so easy . that's the wrong perception of mine . shucks , i should've known my brother had an intelligence level above normal people [like me] . he always uses the computer , for games , bridge , and all . BUT WHY DOES HE HAVE 2 RAs? which are like , the max anyone in RIJC can take . i dun have a brain like his , i can only rely on my hard work .
but that's WAY beside the point.
the point is : japanese is freaking irritating .
for the past few weeks , when i study for dictation , tests , and all . i just FAIL to memorise any vocabulary .
but now ? when i've made up my mind to quit , the vocabulary just comes into my brain easily .
WHY ? now , i really don't know if i should quit . BLEAH . this is horrible .
& why did my school bring forward the window period for withdrawals ? they should give us more time .
my parents have already given in to my withdrawal request , but not myself . i have never made much of an important decision in my life . not that japanese is very important , but it could really affect my future . even choosing of sec schools weren't this difficult as i was sure of what i want . but now , i'm not sure . not sure at all .
BLEAH .
the feeling i have now is horrible .
only some ice cream can cheer me up .
but only for a second .
cos i'll return to my horrible feelings again .
BAHBAHBLACKSHEEP .
my life sucks .
YAPLIYIN D:
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